Monday, November 16, 2020

Journey's End

The long and winding road
went on and ever on,
fraught with dangers and dead ends,
highwaymen on every side,
snake oil salesmen on every TV...
Everyone had an answer 
that cost time, or treasure, or both
and those answers were wrong;
empty promises of fulfillment 
and fake love, not to satisfy the soul,
but empty the wallet...
a famine of emotions followed.
I kept walking, trudging at times,
hoping one day to find you...believing anyway,
time traveling by the ocean 
to pick up shark's teeth and think about you
in the crashing of the waves.
The road going on, and on, and on,
and now soon, I'm climbing aboard a plane,
for the first time alone,
to come out the other side
to you, at my journey's end.
My love having guided me to you,
your love just as surely beckoning me,
guiding me home.



 

Sunday, November 15, 2020

Surrounded

I am protected, surrounded by
your love for me...it, has carried me
through the darkest of nights
when there seemed to be no stars,
the bubble of your love, a shield
from the slings and arrows
of outrageous fortune.
I am untouched. 
And in two days, I will be surrounded
again. Our love for each other
overflowing. Your love for me
manifested in my life again.



 

Saturday, November 14, 2020

Walk Together

I was wandering, drifting aimlessly,
listing to the side...
I was lost in a world 
that had stolen you from me.
I was lacking in motivation,
but I pressed on, despite
feeling empty... I was alone
in this place, an alien marooned.
Left with only the dreams and echoes
of deja vu, a homesickness
I could not explain.
And then one day, all the efforts
brought you into focus like a photograph,
and I was no longer alone.
I was once again one...
Would you hear me, would you
feel me, could you understand?
And you did.
And joy swelled up in me,
for in my most wildest dream 
I dreamt of you, and now,
since I have found you,
It’s going to be okay...
you are reality; and we'll walk together 
now for the rest of our days and beyond
hand in hand.
It’s going to be okay...
 






Friday, November 13, 2020

The Chain

The guitar speaks to me with its' voices,
it counts and meters time measures,
pauses and beats...counting my heartbeats
until I'm with you again. 
I've missed you in my life, 
all the wandering for my pacing,
nervous energy that worked itself out
in my vibrations...
At the shore I'm in the sea strand,
all the mystery of the dark ocean...
they say that the sea never remembers,
that forgetting of my primal pain a lure.
And then I look in my strands of DNA
and I find you there waiting for me,
I have caught up to you finally...
the voices speaking to me in measures, 
the chain never having been broken...
 



Thursday, November 12, 2020

Your Smile

I love to hear you smile,
that unmistakable sound
of the happiness in your heart...
The sound of your smirk,
as your lips curl tightly across
your teeth...
I hear your joy when you talk to me;
I love that it's what you feel with me,
I love to hear you smile
as you are talking to me,
conveying stories of something
I might have missed in times passed.
Yet planning for the future,
when I'm a part of everything
because of your smile
and the way you accepted me...
I love to hear you smile, and soon,
I will see it, and cry tears of joy
as I smile back at you.




Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Soon

Soon I will be with you,
Soon I will hold you,
Soon I will kiss your face,
Soon everything comes alive...
all the phone calls, texts and emails
to each other, they will 
come alive in our presence, our touch,
jumping into our lives with power.
Soon we will be healed...
an aura of invincibility and love upon us,
a field of protection in our embrace.
Hold my hand, it is waiting for you,
and soon the waiting will be over.



 

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Seven Horses

As the dawn breaks this day
know this: I am coming to you,
I will be with you in a week;
each day, another horse which
draws me unto you,
my chariot unwavering,
until the dawn of that day
when I have finally come 
to you on the back
of the magnificent final horse. 
I am riding to you even now
upon the back of a night mare. 
The path being opened before us
as my steps are made clear.
The journey to home
coming to an end, and, a beginning.
My thanksgiving will be eternal
to have been reunited with you again
after all this time.
Seven horses draw me unto you...
each horse brings with it a new dawn,
I am closer to you with each one, 
and every dawn thereafter 
will be a joyous dawn as 
we will now have each other;
where we will ride together 
across the universe hand in hand.
Stars falling away from the feet
of the Star King, into the infinite,
seven horses couldn't keep me away.



 

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