Connection

We finish sentences, we think alike,

we have the same time conditioned fears

about each other...for instance

that we would never see one another

in this life. And so it would be, except

there is this connection, 

which turned into a drive, that dreams 

were not enough for us, so we fought

together from the opposite angles,

her on the inside and me outside;

all the while, working the circles

to finding us, whatever that would be...

You drew me out, and kept me coming,

I kept fighting to find you,

dead ends and circles be damned.

So, eventually, I searched for you 

with what you gave me 

to find my way home; 

and I followed my blood to you,

our DNA, my roadmap to you,

my greatest hope in the face 

of the years of failure, confusion 

and frustration...

But I was driven by this connection,

my thoughts and feelings focused 

on the mystery of my origen 

and I took all the pieces I had gathered

and after all this time, was finally able 

to make a picture that led me to you.

So, as I always have, I trust this connection,

because it is something I have relied on 

and it has not failed me, to the contrary,

it led me here to you, and I found you 

happily waiting after all this time...

the connection strengthened for the testing.

The pieces put together and the picture is us.

Goddess and Child

Like Aphrodite and Eros

we are entwined...

Like Athena and Apollo,

we are divinely connected...

the star child and his mother.

We are mythological, legendary,

we are eternally the goddess 

and the hero on his quest to find her.

Archetypes, and experiences

we survived, the chaos of adventures

to find each other again.

And now, only our love remains

as the uncertainty faded away 

in the light from the sun...

our connection strengthened,

our wisdom multiplied,

our truth celebrated.

Panic at the Disco

Panic at the disco when 

I can't get to you soon enough

for me, I get anxious...but I'm ok,

I know everything's alright and

I know everything's okay, and

I just want to hear your voice

anyway, even if we aren't 

saying anything, it's something

to me...I just miss you after all this time,

and I know you'll still be there in the morning,

I know you're not going anywhere,

but sometimes I think until I can touch you,

it just won't stop nagging at me 

that this could all be a dream,

like a cocaine snowstorm, a haze and

sometimes a numbness.

Less than a thousand miles to go now...

How can it be real? 

So, panic at the disco, sometimes,

until I can get to you and hold you

and then know it's real because 

I've finally come home.

All We Have is Now

Seek me, and then find me

she said in a dream...

I am so glad I found you,

I said to her face.

I was hugging my pillow

last night as I thought about you...

so close, yet still so far,

but not for much longer

as fear and desire met

and desire victorious, now 

we celebrate.

Seek me, and then find me,

were the words that would echo

in my heart and mind, 

I fought hard to find you

in our game of hide and seek,

my homesickness guiding me 

home to you as time ticked away...

I hold you and touch your face,

never having felt so complete

in all of this life until now, 

delineated and jumping through time,

now is all we have 

and I'm grateful for it.

Two Spirits, One Soul

We share a journey, 

and now a reunion...

we share a spiritual connection,

two spirits, but one soul

rising together again...

evolved beyond the constraints of

this plain and polite society,

we transcend the cosmic and enter

the Now as I.

Two halves of the same starspirit,

connected by a something just beyond

the ability to quantify...but still real,

still tangible, palpable 

because we are family in every sense

but even more intensely I feel you

in me, with me, beside me, unchained;

there was nothing I wouldn't have done

to get back to you, let it burn freely,

intensely and eternally...

I love you.

 

Within And Without

Within me, there you are, driving me;

and without me you are incomplete.

Within me, your heart beats for me,

and without I exhale the noise.

Within me, I feel you, 

and so I come to you...

and without you I am incomplete.

We are two sides of the same coin,

we are the Yin and Yang,

the fire and the water which chases it,

experiencing the universe as 

the universe experiences itself through us,

and in us, and that experience is a love song.

 

Twin Flame

Do you feel it?

Can you see it happening?

The connection opening?

Our secret desires now granted,

that synchronicity which binds us

to each other...drawing us nearer,

bringing us into the singularity 

from which we came...

made of stone but floating,

lit on fire but not burning,

it all comes to us now,

because we are one and the same.

The event horizon open and waiting

for us to pass through,

transcending beyond the fading

behind us in small crumbles of time.

Forever together travelling through

the passage of time into eternity

to whatever end or beginning 

the universe has prepared for us

we move together as one, forward

and upward, if the universe has an up,

higher then, ascending into 

the realms of glory...together

as always.