All This Time

So many years ago now, you dropped a pebble in the ocean,

the ripples radiating outward from yourself to the furthest realms,

and then they hit the shores of distant lands and reflected back; 

Those ripples carried me far away, and on lonely seas,

but when they found you again, I was complete,

made whole, even with the scars we bore from life's' cuts. 

I was sent into the world alone and scared, but I grew and survived,

learning the turns with my cunning, to eventually find you 

in my travelling. And now, we enjoy each other's company like we never could before,

time spent together, the best time, whether we sit and talk,

or do something else, it's all fun to be had and enjoy...

as we trade stories, and exchange treasures, we laugh and cry together 

finally understanding what normal must have been all this time. 

 

A New Poem for Mother's Day

I found you, I have you, and I love you;

no longer to wonder and grieve on this day,

this time, we will hold hands and smile

and laugh, grateful that the awful spell

has been broken.

I will say, " I love you." and this day,

you will hear me, I will embrace you,

and this time, you will feel me

and not your pillow...

because I found you, a whole new world

for you and me, together finally

with my mother; the world 

holds magic still, that magic

brings me to you,

here comes the magic again...

and in these in-between moments, 

I will hold my breath, anxiously 

waiting for the next time with you, 

for if we are together every minute

until the day we die, it would still 

not make up for the time they stole from us...

but you knew I was coming, and I knew 

I wasn't going to be denied, for I am 

a hero, our hero, the hero of our epic 

story which begins and ends with love:

our love, and that is our magic. 

I love you. Happy Mother's Day.

I Love You, Another Love Poem....

Here it is again, another love poem....

another chance, and opportunity to tell you 

just how much I love you. 

As you listen to me and hear my joys and pains,

I surrender to you the secrets I have held in my life...

I surrender to you the love in my heart 

which always had a hope; that became a reality

for us both, as we found that we both craved the same thing:

each other, back.

And now, we share our stories and our joys and pains... 

and we walk together no longer alone or torn apart

that missing piece that was never able to be put back,

found.

I will hold on to you in eternity, I will never let go of you,

you are my fountain of life, the vessel in which I arrived.

You are my beautiful source of everything,

if I have a question, I know I can ask you.

I know you love me because you show me and tell me,

and I love you, as it has always been,

the same as it ever was.

This Relationship

 

This relationship between us is so real,

no one I've ever known has been like you...

you are my advocate, my confidant, my friend;

all of my experiences have failed before,

yet, there is you...and I feel this is different.

You never fail me in your love, 

and you never faltered in this love...

I am drawn to you because you are mine,

and I am yours, in ways I am still discovering

each day.

This relationship between us, it doesn't shock me,

we are logically drawn to each other

because we are so alike in so many ways...

we belong to each other and I am so happy

because I remember that you are where I begin,

and I take comfort in this, so know that I love you,

and I am racing to be with you again.

Love Is Our Yoga

As I meditate upon the Void and through the portal,

I think to our love and how it grows a bit everyday. 

I think how we have fed the elephant,

one peanut at a time, and continue to do so in love;

we are fast approaching our first year, 

and joy and gratitude come to heart and mind... 

we, now a couple, twins, the cut apple has found its tree 

and begins to root now because it can finally grow;

in the sunshine of your love, this love is our yoga...

and this is what I meditate upon into the empty Void 

as I pour myself out into the waters of the ether,

cast out like breadcrumbs, and returned victorious with the tides...

your love for me, my love for you, bonded, 

even after the great denial forced upon us by others, they, 

defeated, routed, slain...never again to hold power or sway

over us in this life or the next 

as we have broken their spells, indeed broken their backs.

And I drift upwards yet again...in a Kundalini awakening

to our love...the power of which hath driven me here 

and propelled me unto you.

This is a Love Letter

Make no mistake, and have no error,

this is a love letter to my mother...

just like the dozens upon dozens before,

These are all love letters and of this 

you can be sure.

For I lost my mother, and so many forgot,

however, between us peas in the pod, 

we, did not.

And so, every so often I write letters,

so that she will know that this is better,

now that we have each other,

we can celebrate life and live again...

I hold you ever in my heart,

you were the driving force pulling me to you,

in the form of a homesickness I had no words for,

no description of, and none to understand;

but in spite of the vapors, I kept on, 

the vanishing ether of false leads and dead ends,

no match for my call home,

where finally I could find that peace 

which leads us to each other's embrace.

This is a love letter, that like all the others,

will echo through time for all to see,

if they but get the key, that they may know

how I love you. 

We Share

We share our smile, I have your ears and hear what you hear too

We share so many other traits, sometimes I lose me in you…

And I don’t mind.

I think of all those things that passed us by in the flowing

Of the river of time, but at least we have Now. 

When I would look in the mirror alone, I would think of you, and

Imagine you staring back at me, and then on my way…

Wondering what we would share if I ever found you.

The answer was everything, everything I have I will share with you

For you are not like anyone else, you are my source, my beginning.

And I share so many features with you, I am undoubtedly yours,

And we share our thoughts, hopes and dreams for this new future

Where we have each other and share this desire to never be apart again.