Sunday, November 1, 2020

I Dream Because I Can

The time is drawing near,
and I grow excited, eager
and full of anticipation, 
I think ahead to my time with you 
which will fly by as it always does.
I dream of holding your hand,
I dream of hugs at will,
I dream of tousled hair.
And I grow excited...
I'm going to meet my mother.
I'm going to put an end 
to a lifelong mystery,
because I can,
because I should,
because I will.
I, am excited, and I know
you are too.





Into Legend

One day, this love story will be
all that's left of this journey...
our story will pass into legend,
this little journal our footprints;
because we did it, 
and found each other
and the angels will sing of it.
They will gather and celebrate
in the celestial the Ophanim
spinning at the Throne.
The choirs singing to the Glory,
And at the table, and in the assembly
they will tell it;
I followed my blood home...
I found my name and my bloodline
in you...into legend.




Saturday, October 31, 2020

Beautiful Thing

Up late again and thinking about you,
all this time, I would have 
given anything to call you before and
then, heard your voice through the phone...
And now, I can, and do talk with you everyday,
my magic phone next to me;
so now you're next to me, and 
I wanted to call you tonight
I knew you wouldn't mind, but
I knew that you'd be sleeping,
so, know that bliss which escapes me...
and when you awake my words will be here
to greet your morning coffee:
he was up last night and missing me,
he sent me a poem or two 
because he was thinking of me,
he loves me...
he loves me...
he loves me...
and now, he knows I love him,
it's a beautiful thing.
All my love coming at you from
every medium, by every platform,
all my love to you,
over the wires,
and through the air, bouncing
off satellites and my
line of sight has you in it's focus...
all my love, 
and it's a beautiful thing.




 

Wasn't That Us?

So, I'm thinking of a past
that never happened...
the child on the playground, 
the pains of adolescence,
the exploration of adulthood, and
all the little things 
I try to let you know,
sharing my life as it was,
but looking at the Now and forever,
and I'm thinking you were there
with me in the great mystery,
wasn't that us? Weren't we there
in all of our longings?
Growing up together...
And as I pass this time 
until I can hold you here,
I can hold you here in my heart,
but one day soon, in my arms.
One day soon... 
all it took was everything,
and hope.
And even though that past didn't happen,
the present is all that matters, because 
Now is all we have, and it's everything.






She Sees Me

Waiting on someone to get me,
to understand the methods
behind the madness,
the reasons...
and then she, sees me
and I am new again.
revitalized and validated.
She knows me,
she sees me,
she loves me, and
I know and treasure it
as I love her back, because
I see her too, and just as I
am hers, she, is mine.




Thursday, October 29, 2020

I Am With You

In the dead of the night,
I am with you...
I wondered about you
in the past, and now,
I know you,
I am with you...
as we pass the time
until I am with you;
the circle coming together
as our hearts beat as one.
I am with you,
the journey and the yearning 
coming together.
I dream of this moment
as did you, knowing
in our heart of hearts 
it would come true...



 

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Beyond The End of Their Days

Once upon a time there was a trauma,
and it fractured two families and three people,
but then came the dragonslayer,
and the beast was defeated, and the warrior
was also a healer, and healed that trauma so
a happy ending was possible.
And they loved each other 
beyond the end of their days.
Happily ever after, into the cosmos
and beyond the veil and the Void,
into the realms of the currently unknown,
where Godhead smiles and everything 
is blessing and knowledge.
The two are one, and that one, 
merged with the Godhead, as Love 
returns unto Love, the Celestial,
smiling.






Happy Mother's Day Momma!

 Momma, I can hardly believe it's been 5 years now! And for the rest of our lives I will cherish you momma. I love and adore you. You...