Monday, October 26, 2020

Of Course

Of course she loves me,
how could she not?
Did she not weave me 
with her very essence?
Gave to me all she had
that I might be?
Of course she loves me.
Knitted together with the
very strands of her DNA,
I became the person
she made. And afterwards,
I became the person
I made. And in so, 
found her approval 
and validation;
of course, she loves me.
And it is everything
I ever dreamed.





Sunday, October 25, 2020

Ghosts of Terrors Past

The demons defeated, 
the ghosts of terrors past...
battles won by warriors,
we have survived them all
to find each other again 
a party of two, yet one.
Let the demons flee from us forever,
be gone from us, demons
you have no powers here; 
let our love be celebrated
by all the angelic host
in the most high choirs.
We are a promise fulfilled,
a dream come true...
a bloodline completed,
we are love incarnate.




I See You

As I stare into the eyes 
I have not yet looked into,
I smile with a grin that 
looks like yours...
You are so beautiful,
so caring and fierce,
yet fragile...I see you, 
I am you v.2...
I'm here to heal in our 
family line that which 
was broken so long ago.
Here to heal us from our 
isolation and desolation...
to put it back together
so our ancestors
can jubilee...receive me.
And I know you do,
because I am you,
so I instinctively know you.
Let me hold you now
as you cling to me tightly,
let our tears mingle into a wine
we drink together and remember 
the pain no more...
as the wine heals us
like a tonic mixed with our love.








 

Saturday, October 24, 2020

Tapestry

This is a love poem, 
woven for my mother
out of the strands of my heart,
picked carefully, to echo the soul.
In solitude I searched, searched so long
as she waited for me to be victorious
my shieldmaiden,
my wingwoman,
my greatest advocate and fan,
she knew I was coming,
she could feel me approaching
through the years, as I wound my way
around the spine of time 
to the base of my skull 
where I was driven by my homesickness.
And when I found my way home,
I was welcomed, because 
they knew I was coming, she told them 
I'd be coming for her. I was, I am.
There was danger on my path,
great and terrible dragons
waiting to slay me, but they were slain
at a price, yet no price was too high 
to get home again, the dragons had to die.
I cared not for their gold and treasures...
just that they get out of my path,
because I'm going home...
but that's not in the nature of dragons,
so they were absorbed, and my innocence lost.
The scars I bear cannot be seen,
but the dragon's voice can be heard 
in my roar now...we became one 
and I defeated the beasts,
but their breath touched me...
so the tapestry will tell a tale
of adventures, dangers, struggles, scars 
and victory.
And she waits for me still, but
the day is coming soon
I will wrap my loving arms gently 
around her, I will satisfy the yearning
with my embrace; let her know 
this love for her in my soul, 
was woven in my heart, 
and hung for all to see,
my tapestry woven as she carried me,
so I carry her; and now,
no one can get between us,
and nothing will change this,
God help the dragons as 
I pick their bones clean,
cast them aside and use them 
as instruments of my mission:
to get home to you, finally. 








Something Shared Forever

We have something in common,
we share something more,
I have you in me,
I am what you gave 
to the world. 
I am your bloodline,
your immortality,
my words will record us
for posterity.
What we have is exceptional,
who gets to have this?
You are the source of my DNA,
I am the child they took away,
I have found you
and come to you now.
We are no longer prisoners 
of circumstances beyond 
our control...
I have chased down the dream,
I have your light inside of me,
the magic was with me...
We have something in common,
we share something more
I have you in me,
I am what you gave 
to the world.
Stop your running now, look upon me,
with your eyes, see me, touch me,
laugh and cry, be with me now,
and let's be
together 
for the rest of our lives. 







Friday, October 23, 2020

Cosmic Eye

In the spectrum of light,
what do we illumine?
The soul we both share,
in the cosmic eye we are one.
In my eye we are the same
though split from each other
until we beat them all.
Who aligned themselves
against us, and we prevailed,
because they couldn't take 
the map from my heart 
that would lead me home?
Who was it that thought they 
were bigger than your love?
Even our enemies will help us
and let them fumble blindly.
In the cosmic eye, 
we are transcendent,
in my eye, we are one.




Thursday, October 22, 2020

Sometimes She...

Sometimes she needs to breathe,
she can breathe with me...
Sometimes she feels weaker 
in some moments than others,
she is safe with me...
we will move mountains.
Sometimes she gets nightmares,
she can dream with me...
I will hold you forever,
I will love you forever,
Sometimes she needs to smile,
she can laugh with me,
because outside of us
it's all noise, and we,
we are, while they, are not.
And nothing else matters.
I will hold you forever,
I will love you forever.
Sometimes she dreams with me,
and we fly over all of you,
over all the moon, into 
the universe together,
dreaming our dreams,
and laughing together...





Happy Mother's Day Momma!

 Momma, I can hardly believe it's been 5 years now! And for the rest of our lives I will cherish you momma. I love and adore you. You...