Friday, October 23, 2020

Cosmic Eye

In the spectrum of light,
what do we illumine?
The soul we both share,
in the cosmic eye we are one.
In my eye we are the same
though split from each other
until we beat them all.
Who aligned themselves
against us, and we prevailed,
because they couldn't take 
the map from my heart 
that would lead me home?
Who was it that thought they 
were bigger than your love?
Even our enemies will help us
and let them fumble blindly.
In the cosmic eye, 
we are transcendent,
in my eye, we are one.




Thursday, October 22, 2020

Sometimes She...

Sometimes she needs to breathe,
she can breathe with me...
Sometimes she feels weaker 
in some moments than others,
she is safe with me...
we will move mountains.
Sometimes she gets nightmares,
she can dream with me...
I will hold you forever,
I will love you forever,
Sometimes she needs to smile,
she can laugh with me,
because outside of us
it's all noise, and we,
we are, while they, are not.
And nothing else matters.
I will hold you forever,
I will love you forever.
Sometimes she dreams with me,
and we fly over all of you,
over all the moon, into 
the universe together,
dreaming our dreams,
and laughing together...





Tuesday, October 20, 2020

Schemes and Dreams

So many nights I would dream,
so many nights I would scheme,
only to try to believe
that I would know you
and free that part of me imprisoned,
apart from you.
Into the Universe I would send my 
prayers and every day I would wait
for them to come to me;
then one day, the scheme stopped 
being a dream and I found you
and like a pebble into a lake, 
the ripples carried outward,
brought me to your shores.
Like a shipwrecked sailor, 
I kissed your beach, the schemes 
and dreams long gone for the reality
of you loving me. 
You, at my core, my home port. 
My lee in the storms, 
the shelter in my heart. 
There is a light that shines 
around me that is your love.




Monday, October 19, 2020

She Loves Me

She loves me, and it is a light in times of self-doubt,
and I hold onto that light with all the strength I have,
that I can know that I am loved.
And know that I love you back,
and I have missed you in my absence.
She loves me, and we've loved each other from afar 
through it all, as we waited...
the waiting will end soon,
and for that I can't wait.





Saturday, October 17, 2020

Because You Love Me

Clouds lifting, seas parting, mountains laying low,
paths made straight...
all because you love me.
I cherish you and our time together,
it doesn't even matter to me how now, 
as long as I get to be with you. 
The things in my life that were askew
have begun to align for me, mysteries solved,
parts incomplete being made whole, 
all these things coming together to produce
a calm that covers me in my soul, bringing peace;
all because you love me.
And so we walk on, together; my stride confident,
my purpose clear, I must get to you soon, because
I don't want to wait, not another moment.
Too many moments have passed already...
I am coming home, because you love me, and
I love you.
 



Thursday, October 15, 2020

So Close Now

Not asleep yet, but thinking about you....
so, start your day with this: I love you...
Know that I long to feel you next to me,
your hand in my hand, fingers entwined,
the way it should be, just before we embrace.
My arms around you, the small of your back 
and across your shoulders, I will gently 
pull you to me and squeeze you forever
in the Now. My Tao sending me to the Way,
the Way moving like water,
never to touch the same water twice, 
but ripples expanding outward...
and I love you...and it is Now 
that we have to accomplish our missions,
you in me, and me in you, and I think
I'll let it be, as it grows naturally, 
expanding outward into the reaches of love and space 
and the mystery of creation...it is warm and comforting;
so close now....




Wednesday, October 14, 2020

Destiny

You are my destiny, my destination
in a quest that has lasted my whole life...
Yet I still long to hold you now,
even if it will be soon, 
it can't be soon enough.
My destiny in a cosmic braid with yours,
united, transcended, and ascending.
Destiny rising, meeting you in the perfect time 
of our lives for the best time of our lives
where we can share and love freely,
and so we will, it is our destiny;
time falling away in crumbles as the ages pass,
we continue ever on immortal, eternal, 
higher and higher, deeper and deeper,
dancing together to celebrate our reunion,
our victory over the evil that befell us 
and sought to devour us, but...
our survival to get to each other after all things
came and left, (and sometimes fell apart);
all the while hoping and waiting 
as I made our fate to get to the destiny...
travelling, rising ever upwards and into 
the everything.








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