Panic at the Disco

Panic at the disco when 

I can't get to you soon enough

for me, I get anxious...but I'm ok,

I know everything's alright and

I know everything's okay, and

I just want to hear your voice

anyway, even if we aren't 

saying anything, it's something

to me...I just miss you after all this time,

and I know you'll still be there in the morning,

I know you're not going anywhere,

but sometimes I think until I can touch you,

it just won't stop nagging at me 

that this could all be a dream,

like a cocaine snowstorm, a haze and

sometimes a numbness.

Less than a thousand miles to go now...

How can it be real? 

So, panic at the disco, sometimes,

until I can get to you and hold you

and then know it's real because 

I've finally come home.

All We Have is Now

Seek me, and then find me

she said in a dream...

I am so glad I found you,

I said to her face.

I was hugging my pillow

last night as I thought about you...

so close, yet still so far,

but not for much longer

as fear and desire met

and desire victorious, now 

we celebrate.

Seek me, and then find me,

were the words that would echo

in my heart and mind, 

I fought hard to find you

in our game of hide and seek,

my homesickness guiding me 

home to you as time ticked away...

I hold you and touch your face,

never having felt so complete

in all of this life until now, 

delineated and jumping through time,

now is all we have 

and I'm grateful for it.

Two Spirits, One Soul

We share a journey, 

and now a reunion...

we share a spiritual connection,

two spirits, but one soul

rising together again...

evolved beyond the constraints of

this plain and polite society,

we transcend the cosmic and enter

the Now as I.

Two halves of the same starspirit,

connected by a something just beyond

the ability to quantify...but still real,

still tangible, palpable 

because we are family in every sense

but even more intensely I feel you

in me, with me, beside me, unchained;

there was nothing I wouldn't have done

to get back to you, let it burn freely,

intensely and eternally...

I love you.

 

Within And Without

Within me, there you are, driving me;

and without me you are incomplete.

Within me, your heart beats for me,

and without I exhale the noise.

Within me, I feel you, 

and so I come to you...

and without you I am incomplete.

We are two sides of the same coin,

we are the Yin and Yang,

the fire and the water which chases it,

experiencing the universe as 

the universe experiences itself through us,

and in us, and that experience is a love song.

 

Twin Flame

Do you feel it?

Can you see it happening?

The connection opening?

Our secret desires now granted,

that synchronicity which binds us

to each other...drawing us nearer,

bringing us into the singularity 

from which we came...

made of stone but floating,

lit on fire but not burning,

it all comes to us now,

because we are one and the same.

The event horizon open and waiting

for us to pass through,

transcending beyond the fading

behind us in small crumbles of time.

Forever together travelling through

the passage of time into eternity

to whatever end or beginning 

the universe has prepared for us

we move together as one, forward

and upward, if the universe has an up,

higher then, ascending into 

the realms of glory...together

as always.

Perhaps

How can I love you so much?

Is it that my blood is your blood?

Is it that my bones are your bones?

It is that my spirit is the same

as your spirit, our spiritual connection

that binds us together in the universe?

Perhaps it is that my heart is your heart,

and that everything from now on is us...

Perhaps it is that in my mind 

are your thoughts, this frequency, this vibe,

which follows and flows around 

and between us...that we should always 

be together from now until forever;

that I come from you, so I came for you.

And now, we go together into forever...

Perhaps there was no other way

but this way, yet it doesn't matter,

this way is the way.

 

A Song About How I Love You

When I wake up in the morning,

I think of you...always on my mind

During the day as I walk through life,

I think of you...you're always on my mind,

I stare at your picture and see myself,

waiting for the great day coming,

I love you...I'm waiting for you...

this is a song about how I love you...

I could say the mountains weren't tall enough 

or the river wasn't wide enough 

to keep me from you, I could say 

all these things because they were true,

I missed you, so I sought you

and I found you loved me back...

this is a song about how I love you.

Woman, I see you, beautiful and vibrant

and I love you for all you are to me, 

and in all the oblivion we shared, 

there is now a happiness,

a completeness in this thing which haunted

now made to serve. Crossing the Void,

sewing it shut, zipped up like a garment

measured and cut. From blood to bone, 

broken out of the stone;

this is a song about how I love you

through time and space; how could I 

not love you? Stars shining bright,

everything's alright tonight,

this is the happiest of times. 

Walking in the dream to the reality,

this is the happiest of times because

the yearning will be fulfilled. 

This is a song about how I love you.