Wednesday, February 2, 2022

Just Because

 Thought about something darker today
the lonely times of emptiness as I grieved 
in the emptiness of a place that once held you. 
And as I remembered the hot tears streaking 
and the ocean I ran to for forgetting, 
I remembered a dream that held you
as I kept you alive in me. 
That dream that I would be held by you again, 
somehow, someway, I would keep myself pure, 
and see you in the mirror beckoning me ever closer 
as I wound my way through the jungles of Hell in my mind.
And I continued just because…
And then in joy and terror I found a way to you, 
I didn’t know if I was ready, but if not now finally, 
when? 
And I jumped at this chance, this sacred thing 
that drove me, sometimes, like you, it drove me crazy…
my mission almost completed, a leap of faith into 
the unknown, by the incomplete, to be made whole again. 
And then order began to be restored…and that ocean began to remember again:
It’s filled with life and hope under the ever shining stars.




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