What Can I Say?

How does it feel to no longer be alone?

What can I say to you that you would understand...?

All my life I have been alone, fighting. Searching.

And I found you, my ally, my advocate, my protector...

In you, now, I am completed in ways 

that I did not know I lacked. 

And they are fulfilled in ways

that I did not know I had...

There is now a connectedness to everything,

no longer an alien in a strange land filled with dangers,

now, a person who feels the rest of you a little bit more.

A hope now, certain that things will work out,

because of the magic we found that found us.

I believed through the impossible, even in despair,

not knowing, but holding on to find you,

there is no poetic way to say it, it was what it was.

Bad things, and worse things, danger and solitude.

But not anymore. Now there is a new era, 

a new Dawn for us...for we are put back in order now,

even if we bear a few scars from the journey.

Jacob wrestled the angel and overcame him,

If he could overcome, so could I, and I did...

now the Cosmic Joker says it was just a game,

and we won, took it to the House and prevailed.

So, I laugh off the struggle that was so real 

I cried sometimes, but now my tears are of joy...

how do I convey the feeling of being put back together?

A fresh breath into my lungs, I can exhale...