If Only

I wish we could have grown up together,

what secrets we could have kept 

all alone in our secret world...

But this was not to be, so now

we make up time by cherishing every moment.

And what sweet moments they are...

tender, gentle moments, mother and son,

twin flames, burning together for each other.

We are special, the angels protecting us;

our abilities to survive and persevere if only

we could make it back to each other. And we did.

We are together again...

Where do you end and I begin? 

It doesn't matter,

we are together.

Walk With Me

Take my hand, and walk with me,

talking about the things we missed, 

and all the things we miss now...

time stopping and fast forwarding

all at once on the phone.

Grateful, for all the things we've been given...

Take my hand, and walk with me,

I'll tell you some things you never knew

(and learn from you too);

our hearts aching as 

they reach through the distance;

our minds, racing towards each other,

the plague be damned, as 

we've waited a lifetime already...

The phone now a lifeline to our hearts

and, we're walking.

 

Spinning in Infinity

We think alike,

and speak the same words...

synchronicities abound;

I've been altered,

I've been found. 

Star-Mother, watch me

as I rise; your Star-King

riding the tail of a comet

over the horizon,

climbing in apogee

and breaking free 

of restraints beyond 

the atmosphere,

into the universe I send

my spirit to find you...

and I do;

dream on, dream on, dream on,

dream until the dream comes true.

And I see your face in the mirror,

your smile on my lips,

and I love this dance,

spinning in infinity with you.

Tattoo

In my heart, there is only you,

the past quickly fading away,

your arms around me,

your love surrounds me.

This imprinting upon my heart,

this branding upon my soul,

your arms around me,

there is only you, as it always was,

your name written across my heart 

like a beautiful tattoo.

I think about you into the night 

and throughout the day,

you're on my mind;

your name written across my heart

like a beautiful tattoo.

Thinking of You

And the angels watch adoringly

as Love draws us nearer 

to each other; 

could it have been any other way?

I think not, as I have felt you

my entire life; 

an entire lifetime of 

looking at you by looking 

in my own eyes...

And now, we suffer not 

any longer, set free from the 

bondage of the trauma

which held us captive for so long.

Now defeated and shrinking away.

Set free from the nights of 

wondering about each other

and doomed

to not knowing. 

A lifetime of silent pain,

erased in an instant,

awaiting the tactile confirmation

for reassurance.

Thinking of you tonight,

and smiling.

Home Victorious

In my art, there are eyes. Everywhere. Sketches, sculpture, full prints, didn't matter, they were everywhere. And they were looking at me, but also you. That is, until you noticed I was searching. Searching for you. And the hidden me was revealed. Paranoia peeling away, I was looking for you, floating into the Void, on a quest to find you, all the while looking at me. All the while looking for you. Without having known you, I missed you. I carried on, endeavored to persevere, come what may, until I could hold you. 

Two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl...an endless cycle broken.

I come to you, dancing, and bringing joyous music. Celebrate with me, the wonder of you and me. No longer lost and drifting. No longer alone, the painful wounds being wrapped with the vestige of Love. Our hearts wrapped in the same bandages. 

And I see it was you all along I have been searching for with every fiber of my being. Because this vibration brought me to you, tuning into your frequency, and coming home to you with the music in me. A passion to find my blood in the pulse of the world; somewhere out there, looking for me too, waiting, hoping and suffering silently like me. Until one glorious day when the walls came down, and Jericho was set free. The angels all in array; there to witness this mystery and wonder and celebrate with us, for I have come home. 

I Never Forgot You

Lost once,

I sought you forever.

Into the night sky 

I would imagine you 

looking at the moon 

with me, connected 

in that moment,

until I could find you...

Years passed, and I grew tired

sometimes, 

putting my thoughts in a box

to be opened later.

Time slipped into the future,

and I was older now,

and I went to the sea of dreams

because they say she has no memory,

and she took my thoughts 

away with her waves, but 

I already had no memory

of you, but even for the erasure,

I never forgot you

in my heart; 

leading me to you,

all in the right time,

I sought you forever

and I found you.

And now, the sea has no memory,

of what it was like before,

because I never forgot you.