Thinking of You

And the angels watch adoringly

as Love draws us nearer 

to each other; 

could it have been any other way?

I think not, as I have felt you

my entire life; 

an entire lifetime of 

looking at you by looking 

in my own eyes...

And now, we suffer not 

any longer, set free from the 

bondage of the trauma

which held us captive for so long.

Now defeated and shrinking away.

Set free from the nights of 

wondering about each other

and doomed

to not knowing. 

A lifetime of silent pain,

erased in an instant,

awaiting the tactile confirmation

for reassurance.

Thinking of you tonight,

and smiling.

Home Victorious

In my art, there are eyes. Everywhere. Sketches, sculpture, full prints, didn't matter, they were everywhere. And they were looking at me, but also you. That is, until you noticed I was searching. Searching for you. And the hidden me was revealed. Paranoia peeling away, I was looking for you, floating into the Void, on a quest to find you, all the while looking at me. All the while looking for you. Without having known you, I missed you. I carried on, endeavored to persevere, come what may, until I could hold you. 

Two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl...an endless cycle broken.

I come to you, dancing, and bringing joyous music. Celebrate with me, the wonder of you and me. No longer lost and drifting. No longer alone, the painful wounds being wrapped with the vestige of Love. Our hearts wrapped in the same bandages. 

And I see it was you all along I have been searching for with every fiber of my being. Because this vibration brought me to you, tuning into your frequency, and coming home to you with the music in me. A passion to find my blood in the pulse of the world; somewhere out there, looking for me too, waiting, hoping and suffering silently like me. Until one glorious day when the walls came down, and Jericho was set free. The angels all in array; there to witness this mystery and wonder and celebrate with us, for I have come home. 

I Never Forgot You

Lost once,

I sought you forever.

Into the night sky 

I would imagine you 

looking at the moon 

with me, connected 

in that moment,

until I could find you...

Years passed, and I grew tired

sometimes, 

putting my thoughts in a box

to be opened later.

Time slipped into the future,

and I was older now,

and I went to the sea of dreams

because they say she has no memory,

and she took my thoughts 

away with her waves, but 

I already had no memory

of you, but even for the erasure,

I never forgot you

in my heart; 

leading me to you,

all in the right time,

I sought you forever

and I found you.

And now, the sea has no memory,

of what it was like before,

because I never forgot you.

Once Lost

I missed you today,

your laugh, and your smile

that I can hear through the distance.

I wanted to talk, but 

I stood alone, empty,

holding hands with the unknown.

I missed you today.

But then, you came back

and I ran to you,

because I cannot live 

without you again, anymore.

The silence was deafening

as anxiety painted a picture 

of the worst of things;

she lies to me that I would

run scared in the valley of fear;

I missed you today.

Is it silly? 

That you, who created me,

is such a part of me?

My twin flame, finally united,

so that we feel each other

in the emptiness, 

once lost in the darkness

to never walk alone again;

I love you,

and I missed you today.

Learning to Dance

 How do you share a lifetime of memories? The same way you feed an elephant, one peanut at a time, one day at a time. Running backwards in time, we discover the things which make us the same, our peccadillos, as we travel forward in our new lives. Everything is changed for everyone. 

And in this Joy, what is the Void but the event horizon of a portal I linger upon? Indeed, what Void, now? The smoke allows us to glimpse behind the veil and stretch out with our feelings, existing in a deeper state beyond that of just what we can see we feel each other. Through the portals, our windows, we can observe, if not understand, but, it is there. Meanwhile, we dance.

And twirling around, we embrace, leaping for Joy in our hearts that finally this day has come. And we are complete in our choreography...timing our teardrops between the smiles. Holding on to never let go again. 

Mother's Eyes

I look into your eyes and dream

of that most exquisite moment

when I can hold you;

when we can whisper to each other 

of our love, and be reunited.

I look into your eyes and see you,

we talk, and I know you

for I know myself; and I, am you.

I share your beautiful eyes, 

and all the sorrow they've seen,

joy having always been incomplete

with the absence of you.

But no longer; now,

I dream of you and your eyes

and think forward 

to all the joy we will see together,

with each other.

See me rise, sea of green,

nothing can stop me from getting to you,

that I may see myself 

with all the love for me 

in your eyes.

Express Kundalini

The twin flame unites me unto you,

Kundalini rising as we plug into

the connection between us...

So many beings encountered

on this path of ours, but none

the same as each other...drawn together.

Kundalini awakening, 

as the energy flows, 

the flames like eyes all around us,

the Ophanim gone blind

from the brightness of our love.

The synchronicities we share

unexplained until the Kundalini

where we merged, opening portals 

to realms beyond the veil.

Vishnu watching as we walk the path,

Shiva being defeated within our lives,

Brahma smiling.

As we accelerate on this train,

I hold your hand, going together

forward and upward, merging into Oneness.

And we see all the beings behind the veil,

and we laugh together with them,

the cosmic comedy unfolding 

and sowing the seeds of our love.

I am with you into the eternal

rising on the Express Kundalini.