This Relationship

 

This relationship between us is so real,

no one I've ever known has been like you...

you are my advocate, my confidant, my friend;

all of my experiences have failed before,

yet, there is you...and I feel this is different.

You never fail me in your love, 

and you never faltered in this love...

I am drawn to you because you are mine,

and I am yours, in ways I am still discovering

each day.

This relationship between us, it doesn't shock me,

we are logically drawn to each other

because we are so alike in so many ways...

we belong to each other and I am so happy

because I remember that you are where I begin,

and I take comfort in this, so know that I love you,

and I am racing to be with you again.

Love Is Our Yoga

As I meditate upon the Void and through the portal,

I think to our love and how it grows a bit everyday. 

I think how we have fed the elephant,

one peanut at a time, and continue to do so in love;

we are fast approaching our first year, 

and joy and gratitude come to heart and mind... 

we, now a couple, twins, the cut apple has found its tree 

and begins to root now because it can finally grow;

in the sunshine of your love, this love is our yoga...

and this is what I meditate upon into the empty Void 

as I pour myself out into the waters of the ether,

cast out like breadcrumbs, and returned victorious with the tides...

your love for me, my love for you, bonded, 

even after the great denial forced upon us by others, they, 

defeated, routed, slain...never again to hold power or sway

over us in this life or the next 

as we have broken their spells, indeed broken their backs.

And I drift upwards yet again...in a Kundalini awakening

to our love...the power of which hath driven me here 

and propelled me unto you.

This is a Love Letter

Make no mistake, and have no error,

this is a love letter to my mother...

just like the dozens upon dozens before,

These are all love letters and of this 

you can be sure.

For I lost my mother, and so many forgot,

however, between us peas in the pod, 

we, did not.

And so, every so often I write letters,

so that she will know that this is better,

now that we have each other,

we can celebrate life and live again...

I hold you ever in my heart,

you were the driving force pulling me to you,

in the form of a homesickness I had no words for,

no description of, and none to understand;

but in spite of the vapors, I kept on, 

the vanishing ether of false leads and dead ends,

no match for my call home,

where finally I could find that peace 

which leads us to each other's embrace.

This is a love letter, that like all the others,

will echo through time for all to see,

if they but get the key, that they may know

how I love you. 

We Share

We share our smile, I have your ears and hear what you hear too

We share so many other traits, sometimes I lose me in you…

And I don’t mind.

I think of all those things that passed us by in the flowing

Of the river of time, but at least we have Now. 

When I would look in the mirror alone, I would think of you, and

Imagine you staring back at me, and then on my way…

Wondering what we would share if I ever found you.

The answer was everything, everything I have I will share with you

For you are not like anyone else, you are my source, my beginning.

And I share so many features with you, I am undoubtedly yours,

And we share our thoughts, hopes and dreams for this new future

Where we have each other and share this desire to never be apart again.

Wind In My Hair

Wind in my hair, I'm not even there,

I'm flying, your hand in my hand

for the rest of forever, because we 

made it through the trial, endured to 

a better tomorrow; today...

I celebrate with a song and poem

that will always say I love you...

And now, we walk together, 

hearts full, everyday. 

No longer wandering or wondering,

but loving, and enjoying  the victory

we've shared, the battle long, the day won. 

Wind in my hair, I'm totally there,

I'm flying, your hand in my hand

for the rest of forever...my love for you

exists beyond this realm, I feel it through 

the core of who I know as me, if all of me

was stripped away, that love for you 

would remain and stay. 

Insecure

Upon my tearstained face from the trauma

is a twisted countenance, of pain endured,

and wreckage recorded from these places I have been.

The insecurity of bloodlines hidden from me

tunneling in my brain, tormenting my heart,

and tearing apart my mind...I am alone 

in this place, and I rest, but I refuse to submit to the fate

which brought me here to this place.

I stand on the seashore because the she never remembers,

but she doesn't wash away my pain either,

just hypnotizes me with her music, the pain to return

in a moment, for it is never far away.

Those with no understanding, cannot fathom 

that which I bear, this invisible cross, wearing me down...

but I have a destiny with you, I am coming even now, 

in this sadness of resting, the crushing weight of my 

loneliness without you, but when I find you,

I will never be insecure again, because I will know

where I've come from, I will know 

who belongs to me, and who I belong to as well,

the bloodlines revealed in a victory that would never lose 

its sweetness one day will come

and we will dance having been reunited in joy.

 

Good Morning

Awake as always and thinking of you,

thinking that your morning should be good,

filled with the joy of stretching, 

that tension released with a yawn...

may your coffee be satisfying,

may your breakfast fill you with energy. 

Rub the sleep out of your eyes,

and awake to the knowledge that I love you, 

and that I always will, indeed, always have. 

As the sun climbs the sky,

and the clouds streak and float above us,

my love for you grows each day,

your encouragement, your love for me

which you do not hinder,

is the brightest spot in my life. 

I thank you for being who you are to me,

because I am grateful that we have each other now...

Let all the light touches bring you joy today,

for that light is my love for you burning fiercely

in a white hot heat that doesn't burn flesh, 

but nourishes your soul; let it be as it is, 

and receive this love in your happy morning.

I love you, good morning.

Hold You

I wish I could hold you,

whisper to you how I feel,

when you hold me too...

I am complete in a way 

that transcends my understanding,

and yet, not, since I have felt you

in my blood all my life,

your fire is mine, 

and maybe some darkness too...

but no one knows and understands

quite like you, and I hold you 

in my heart, as I reach out to you 

with my feelings, hoping 

that you'll feel me too...

and touch me back, as you always have;

I want to hold you and feel 

that everything is alright,

that the monsters are gone, 

and insanity subdued in the peace 

which is your touch upon my flesh;

the calm in my spirit,

which is in our embrace...

and I hold you in my soul 

so I can feel you beyond the distance,

apart, but not separate,

I wish I could hold you...